That Beast Was Not Me: One Forensic Psychologist, Five Decades of Conversations with Killers - Paperbackby Jeffrey L. Smalldon (Author) AN UP CLOSE AND PERSONAL LOOK AT THE MURDERING MIND In 1975, after Manson Family member Lynette "Squeaky" Fromme's attempt to kill President Gerald Ford, the FBI found a cache of letters in the would be assassin's Sacramento apartment. The return address belonged to future forensic psychologist Jeffrey Smalldon, then a young undergraduate. A decade later, after the shocking murders of two co workers, Smalldon's quest to